音時雨 ~Regentropfen~

❅ I Fumed with the Duplication

In the morning of Oct. 11, again my vagary propelled me to open Google, input “Seraphic Harmony,” the title of my suspected fiction. I used to find my own fragmental writing at the very front of search results, but this time was different — I found it: Seraphic Harmony, a fan fiction of Final Fantasy, on the site FanFiction.net, (and that’s why I also registered too). Oh, my, what the hell is it? No, no, no. where has my own writing gone?
I fumed with the perfect duplication.
However, that guy got the forestalment of the name: that guy published his/her writing with the name; although I ever referred the name, I never published it before. Yes, I know, the same titles would not be involved in right of creation; but, to condescend to use the same title (with the case of I’m the later who would be thought a follower), I disdain it.
Hell! It’s time to change the title of my fiction!
I like to name, but it’s not easy. I always admire many brilliant artists whose titles are profound, confound and marvellous, (Yuki Kajiura, Revo, Rekka Katakiri, etc…). I also know I not belong to that region. Yet I’m little decline to be a perfectionist, I want to make my works look good, (oh, who don’t want?). Ok, back to my title. The most original name I have forgot, I just know it turned to be “Seraphic Harmony.” This title cost my large vigor to make decision; however, again I’m facing to change it. Sure, I’ll not change its meaning.
I have to resist my tenet: no duplication.
But, my hell tenet, what it would be?
And, how about to write in another language? Germany, for example…
I know, I understand nothing about Germany, but I want to have a try. I just think wrote German gives me a good feeling; I mean, they look beautiful in order. I’ve had not only once to learn the language but I’ve no time… and this time, German, you’ll save me from my dilemma!
Try it. Yes, I have some tracks of the German New Age band: Merlin’s Magic. From these tracks, I learned “himmel” means “sky,” and “harmony” is wrote as “harmonie,” also “des” could be “of.” Fortunately, I have a German-English Dictionary in my PC. Thus, I found “Himmelreich” is “Heaven,” paradise or sky. Good, fays are dancing around me.
So I worked out finally: “Harmonie des Himmelreich.”
Beautiful in writing, huh?
Not bad, rays of sun are drifting toward me.
Sometimes my hell-like tenet impels my mind to be a storm, but in most times, besides that I’ve to spend times, it’s exactly harmless.