音時雨 ~Regentropfen~

♡ Queen and Boyfriend

It was some years ago.
“In future, my boyfriend must be a bioscientist that the same to me!” I said to one of my friends.
“well, that’s wonderful. If you get some results together that must be very happy!” She said.
That was my first thought which about boyfriend.
As time goes by, and as I learned more, my thought was changed.
“If my boyfriend is a good cooker, I can have delicious meal every time; I can also get rid of all the troubles on cooking. It’s good, don’t you think so?”
Another day, I ask my friend.
“But do you know? A cooker has to cooking for all the guests and he maybe no more time for your own meal.”
“Ah, yes, you’re right… I have almost forgotten it.”
What she said was right, so the cooker boyfriend was rejected.
“Now…do you want to listen to me?”
“What?”
Another day too, I ask her.
“I think a computer science boyfriend must be match to me!”
“Err?”
“Because of that he can help me resolve all the problems about software or internet, so that I need not to take much care of them. In another hand, he and me can work out lots on bio-informatics.”
“But…only he one, can he help you so much? There are lots of fields in computer science, I say your exception.”
“Ah… yes… I know. Did I too ideal?”
“In fact, I need a mathematics boyfriend.”
In the beginning of this year, I said to her.
“Why you said so this time?”
“You see, in this term, we have the class bio-statistics. In our future works, the knowledge must be used frequently, but I am not good at mathematics, and I also do mathematic problems careless so that I always get error answers…”
“Do you think so? Then do what you like please.” She said nothing more but only smiled.
In April, I wanted to draw.
“After I thought once and once again, I think a novelist will be match to me.”
“Oh, yes? When you changed again?”
“Yes, because I can draw illustrations!”
“If you say like that…”
“Of course, if he is a cool Lolita complex one, that will be more interesting!”
“Ha, ha-ha…”
“But, though a Lolita complex he is, he still will be rejected if I am not the first important one in his mind! One can only love the 2-dimensions girls if that one is a so-called Lolita complex.”
“Well, that is very match for you… I think.”
From then, there was not a very long time.
“In finally, I think that is good!”
“What are you saying about? Your future boyfriend?”
“Ha-ha… you have known what I will say…”
She nodded.
“In a word, a economy boyfriend is good!”
“Eco… economy?!”
“Yes, I am not good at it, so…”
“Yes yes, I know. Think it more please!”
“Ah, wait me; I still want to say…”
“Yes, yes, I know…”
My words were plugged by her.
It was June.
“In truth, I think it will be better if I live myself.” I said.
“Oh? Have you understood after all?”
“Yes. Because it is free. And there will no problems on my future researches, I think. For then, I must in a work group which lots of persons are there, so that we can work out lots of problems.”
“Ha! That is it!” suddenly, she said highly.
“What is ‘it’ which you said?” I asked.
“Yes, that is it, I have known early.”
I kept silent and waited her.
“What you think about is not about boyfriend, you are thinking about your future work group! Err…to say more certainly, you like… yes, you like a queen! Don’t you think so?”
“Queen? Me?”
Sure enough, I like my free life, I love to draw lovely girls, I want to study more about my like subject biology… regard to my future boyfriend, I think I never have the time to take attention to him. And I still want to live as this style. Finally, what I thought for long time was not, and never about boyfriend, that is a group which I want to own: all the people who have the same interesting I have, and we help each other, we do all things which we like. In my mind, that is the best!
And that, sometimes, it is good if I am a queen!